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Totally Unexpected Spiritual Battle

Last week, as we were packing for a much needed 5-day vacation to a state park, a most unusually thing started to occur.  By the time we were heading south I was thoroughly involved in the second most intense time of spiritual warfare I have had since I’ve been in public ministry.

It was stunning.

For about 24 hrs I wrestled with worth, ego, vanity, doubt, fear, anxiety, and depression. I truly doubted God’s ability and care for me, and God’s plan for our fellowship. I just wanted to curl up and be taken to heaven.

So I did all I knew to do. I prayed (even though it seemed empty). I read scripture (even though it felt futile). I eventually talked with my wife (expecting the worst). While there were no “magic pills,” the Lord slowly pulled me back, brought peace and stability though all of these things (prayer to Him, Bible about Him, wife’s perspective of Him).

I truly had a great time with my family as the days progressed. In fact, one of the things I relied on was the normalcy of my family and following their lead and not my emotions in making decision about what to do. I wanted to be left alone, but I knew that was poison and mustered all the enthusiasm I could to go hiking and swimming. By the afternoon of the second day (after talking with Heather) I had a great time free of anxiety and strife.

I did two things when I got home. First, I wrote the elders and leaders to confess what was going on so they could pray and watch over me. Second, I did something Jim Wehner taught me which is that when a leader experiences unexpected things and temptations he shouldn’t be fooled that it is all about him. So I contacted others in our community who I know battle with emotions. Sure enough, their battles have been hot and heavy over the same time (longer actually).  In fact, at the same time some of the families being ministered to in the “2″ are also undergoing intense time of oppression and fear.

Oddly enough, this is actually comforting.  Not because it is in any way pleasant, but because it means we’re are on the cusp of truly meaningful things.  As they use to say in the old days, the devil leaves you alone until you start meddling.

So rather than drawing inward, it is important that we learn, be unified, be encouraged, and respond with boldness.  There is no turning back.  The gates of hell are before us and we will either turn away or enter into our inheritance as those who will prevail against those gates.

But spiritual warfare isn’t always what people think.  So it’s time to start learning…

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Wake Up Reminder

[NOTE:  I wrote this almost two months ago.  I don't remember why I didn't publish it.  Only that I didn't and then all the chaos of the move started.  As we are in a time of talking about our core practices of generosity, hospitality, forgiveness, and risk taking it seemed appropriate as an illustration of what these practices - especially risk taking - look like.  Or rather, as you'll read, don't look like but could.  -Tim]

I was picking up a couple of “new kids” who wanted to build a bike at the Communicycle Co-op.  I had to go meet the mom of one of the boys, and as we went up the stairs we came across a couple of drunks in a fight.  They were maybe 20 feet in front of us.  More to the point, it was in 20 feet of this boy’s home.

They fight continued as I was “talking” with the mom (talking is euphemism for the combination of translation and pantomime that it takes to talk to the moms through kids who are not completely fluent in moving back and forth between Spanish and English). As bodies thumped and grunted the young boy suddenly said, “I’m going to stay.”  He was very anxious and I could tell he was nervous and scared about the fight going on.  I told him not to worry and that he could start again when it was better for him.

That’s where I blew it.

Not in giving him an out, but in what I didn’t say.  I didn’t talk with him about what was obviously going on, and I didn’t talk about God’s kingdom.  At the point of need I didn’t talk about the peace Christ brings through the Holy Spirit.

Not in the abstract, theoretical idea of peace but in the actual moment when it is needed.  I was there.  I wasn’t afraid.  I mean, I know that these kind of drunken confrontation can escalate into something horrible in a moment and that they are not to be taken lightly.  But I simply wasn’t overwhelmed by fear.  Instead of sharing something he really needed, peace and hope, I closed the door with a smile.

At the same time, the fight entered a new phase.  I turned as one of the drunks fled head-long down the back stairs with the other laying there unconscious.  A moment later a group of young men came up to check on things.  It was all I could do to keep the other boys going with me to the shop that night from falling over each other to get a look at the fallen man.

I tried to talked about the fight on the ride, but they were so keyed up about it.  They kept flying back and forth between Spanish and English as they talked about it.  The only time they didn’t talk about it was while we were working on bikes.

It reminded me again of the work the Lord has given us.  Work to be present in the lives of people who want the same things I do (a strong family, health, peace, education and a future for their children, not living in violence and fear). What breaks my heart is the desperate situation that so many find themselves in.  They don’t want to live with brawling drunks outside their doors fighting in front of their kids.

As I was praying later about it all I was overwhelmed by the opportunity and the significance of my failure.  We do all that we do because we want people to know the story of God’s love in the middle of all that is going on around them.  Our unifying need is the actual, by-faith Presence of God in our lives which is proved by peace and hope in a world contrary to it. Here was such a moment in vivid reality.

While I was praying about it all I remembered why we do all that we do. The Lord calls us to be present in other’s lives not just from their sake but for ours.  Being involved transforms our hearts into something much closer to His heart.

We do it because of the “gravity well” of violence that pulls so many into its influence, especially without peace-bringers present to give another vision, another hope.

We do it because the anxiety and fear I saw in this boy’s eyes isn’t sterile, distant, or theoretical.  They are my sons’ eyes.  I don’t have to solve the problem of violence for everyone.  I just have to own what I know for this particular one, take both of us before the throne of grace, and find ways to be present.  It’s our calling.  The calling upon all of God’s people.

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My first shout-out

So I’m coming out of the new building on Wednesday heading for home. As I approach my car I notice the cars stopped on the street in front of the building waiting for the school bus to let its charges out. As the bus starts to pull away a hand shoots out from a window a voice yells loudly, “Hey, Pastor Tim!” I throw my arm up in acknowledgment, but can’t really see who it is. The drivers all turn and look. The soccer players on the field behind the building all turn and look. And I feel happy. My first shout out from a junior high kid. It is so amazing to be “in the 2″ as we say. To be in the neighborhood, among the people we are called to love.

It made me think about belonging and hospitality, especially because we are spending January talking about our core practices of generosity, hospitality, forgiveness, and risk taking. The shout-out reminded me how much hospitality is more than just invitation. It is invitation with eager, hopeful acceptance of who the “other” is. It is also more than invitation in that it is also commitment to be present over a long term. We’ve been four years at this.

In addition to acceptance and presence, hospitality is also about enthusiasm.  It is about being excited about the people coming into your life. About knowing them, being with them, learning from them.

This kind of loving friendship doesn’t happen immediately.  It takes time.  Some folks reject you.  It makes hospitality a lot like evangelism.  We don’t get to decide who accepts or rejects God’s story.  That’s God’s business.  We get to be open to everyone, share our lives and the story with those who respond.  Hospitality is the same way.  We make regular invitation and see who opens their hearts to us.  But – this is the important point about it being a core practice – we have to have our hearts open and welcoming first.

The really great thing about a shout-out, is that I’m looking for opportunities to return the favor.  It really was a great feeling to be recognized.

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Driving Lessons, Karma, and Drugs

We were praying on Thursday morning and one of the guys says something that sent seismic shock waves through my soul. He prayed, “What does the birthday boy want?” He was talking to God about Christmas. My mind had a spasm.

Honestly, I don’t think about Christmas and Advent in terms of “birthday boy.” If it weren’t true it would be sacrilege. But that “shock to my system” also caused so many puzzle pieces to fall into place for me.

I’m one of those Christians who wallows in ideas and theories like a pig wallows in slop. I gargle with big ideas and do belly flops into theology. I love it. So Advent and Christmas tend toward transcendence (God is above, apart, mystery), ideals & language, theory, candles, music, and atmosphere. I use words like incarnation, mission, and kingdom as short-hand for ideas that are – for me – pregnant with meaning and significance.

Then I hear “What’s good for the birthday boy?”

When I hear it my grand ideas come crashing to the ground and this season sudden goes from God up and above (transcendence) to God here and now among us (immanence). It is practical not theoretical. High flying concepts like incarnation, mission, kingdom; as well as atmosphere and mood give way to people.

Here’s why: my wife was at a community garden meeting at a coffee shop this week, and they just started talking. When they heard about us (especially Communicycle) they were interested and had questions. One woman, Jewish I believe, who is very active as an environmentalist asked my wife if Christians have a concept like Karma that explains what is owed to the earth. She was wondering if there was a word that could be used to try to communicate with them. Christian Karma? They talked.

What’s that word we use for sharing God’s perspective on the world and life? Hmmm, it will come to me in a minute. Some thing about good news, I think.

One of the moms from the elementary school asked my wife this week if she would come along to help her practice her driving because she was going to take her drivers license test. The woman was nervous and anxious and wanted someone along before she headed off to get tested. They spent time together. My wife really loves this woman, who is the chief Spanish translator for the Parent Teacher organization.

There is a name for helping someone settle down before a driving test. It’s call Shalom. My wife brought the Kingdom. BTW, she passed!

Josh and Margaret were picking some kids up for Communicycle on Tuesday. As they’re driving one of the kids says to the other, “You should tell him, dude.” The other answers, “Shut up.” “No, really you should tell him.” So Josh being the shy, retiring type says, “Tell me what?” Turns out one of their friends has started taking drugs. And they start talking about drugs, why people use them, what they can and can’t do for their friend, etc.

There it is. In an unexpected, unplanned, unguarded, unprepared for instant a teachable moment that is at the very heart of what we pray for with these kids. To love them, to stand in the gap against all the forces aligned against them: violence, gangs, drugs, sex, etc. It was a teachable moment that no program can ever provide. It was their friend. Their moment of intense, personal interest. And Josh and Margaret were there.

Later that night we had to have several talks with the kids “chipping” at each other. It started to escalate, and Josh had to circle some of them up to reinforce the idea that Communicycle is a place of respect. I cleaned one part for several minutes too many as Josh talked with one of the boys about helping make friends with one the other boys with whom he had been sparing. You could tell from the young man’s reaction that being a friend was what he really wanted. He was sparing because he had to fight for respect. But the prospect of friendship brought an eager hope to him. With nations waging war here is a man bringing actual peace.

This is Advent. Not high flying ideas and religion, but the actual presence of the Lord to bring peace, hope, and life. Not just age-old songs about God’s goodness, but right here, right now conversations that display God’s goodness and love. Who’d have ever thought that Advent and Christmas would be about driving lessons, karma, and drugs?

Mission, incarnation, and kingdom are amazing concepts. But for this Christmas we need practical, “feet on the ground” examples of what they mean. They mean being in touch with people who don’t yet know the beauty of Christ’s love so that those transcendent, meaningful, gospel moments are possible. This is what it means to be incarnational, on mission, and bringing the Kingdom.

It’s not complicated. At the same time, it isn’t accidental. It is the inevitable result of being present in the lives of other people. Not artificially, but genuinely. Not looking for every instance to slip ‘em a tract, but sharing in things that are genuinely meaningful among people. Being a normal person without a secret agenda, sharing life, and earning the privilege of talking about God and life just because you’re friends. By definition these moments are occasional, even rare. They come after hours and hours, weeks, and months of working together, sharing life, drudgery, duty, and regular contact. They can’t be programmed. They simply happen because we are simply there when they do.

So I hope that this Advent, this celebration of God’s Presence Among Us, translate into our presence among the people around us. Not salt among salt, or light among light. But “out there” where the salt and light are needed most. Where karma become grace, driving lessons become shalom, drugs become prevention, and taunting leads to peace.

Merry Christmas.

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A Reminder About the Reality Behind the Images

Ian sent me a link to a music video that a friend of his directed.  It’s not knew, and some of you may have seen it on VH1 awhile back.

I’m sharing it because it’s all about the reality behind the carefully wrought facade of the internet.  A facade that I and most every other male on the planet (and a good number of women too) buys into.  So watch closely, but listen even closer.  You will hear your own thoughts and justifications and struggles in the lyrics.  If you’re like me, you will need to repent and weep again at your complicity to another’s nightmare.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHO2nJIIdwM&NR=1

Hopefully, you’ll also move past your grief and take it to prayer.  A prayer that simultaneously finds peace in God’s grace and grace which motivates to justice. Justice for deliverance for everyone – the girls and women, the families, the pimps, the producers, the consumers, and the economic conditions which lead to this kind of slavery.  A justice which seeks to address the sins of our past, not just find forgiveness from them.

Let’s not just pray about deliverance for people from afar, but – if God wills and directs – it might be time to start walking around our 2 in order to share the good news and offer actual deliverance for those caught and abused by these and other sins.  Did you know that they recently busted groups in and around Pearl Lane using the apartments to run prostitution rings?  Is it time to walk into the shadow world to bring the light?  Let’s talk and pray and discover the Lord’s will and timing for this.

If you are caught in this particular sin, know that you are not alone in this community of believers.  Together there is a path to walk.

If you want to get involved in the solutions to the problems that you and I have participated in and propagated, then check out some of the local options:

I’m sure there are others, but these are  two I know about.  Innocence Atlanta is a group you can volunteer with and give to.  Tapestri is specialized for immigrant and refugee women in our immediate area, and could use donations for their important work in reaching and working with women who have been abused, trafficked, and enslaved.  They also offer training in how to identify victims of trafficking and abuse to help set them free.

Trafficking, prostitution, violence and the perpetual abuse and degradation of women and the needy have always been practiced in the world.  God’s call to deliver his gospel and freedom is ours to go out and share.  But as Dorothy Day and other icons of our faith have taught us, the goal is not success in solving the problems but in faithfulness to stand up and witness.  To go out and speak the truth of God’s way.  To pay whatever price that requires.

Don’t just be sad about your weaknesses and moral failings.  Don’t just be over-joyed at God’s on-going grace for his people, even when we fail.  Let us all ask the Lord how to get in the fight and be a witness for his love and power to those who need him the most.

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Clarifying Community

In Life Together Dietrich Bonhoeffer writes, “Innumerable times a whole Christian community has broken down because it has sprung from a wish dream. The serious Christian, set down for the first time in a Christian community, is likely to bring with him a very definite idea of what Christian life together should be and try to realize it. But God’s grace speedily shatters such dreams. Just as surely as God desires to lead us to a knowledge of genuine Christian fellowship, so surely must we be overwhelmed by a great disillusionment with others, with Christians in general, and, if we are fortunate, with ourselves. By sheer grace, God will not permit us to live even for a brief period in a dream world.” (Life Together, 26-27)

Getting more particular about this dream world Parker Palmer wrote about the modern myths of community in A Place Called Community. Here they are in a summary by Augsburger:

Myth 1 – “Community is a creature comfort, a consumer item; it is one more luxury that can be bought in retreats or seminars, purchased with small town property, obtained by paying membership dues at a country club or fitness spa, or even by joining a church.
Community is not a commodity; it emerges from common struggle for integrity, shared commitment to justice, joint covenants to work for wholeness and mutual respect. It is created when we step forward to serve, to right wrongs, to heal hurts. (italics in original)

Myth 2 – “Community is a utopia of easy access to others, of unconditional social acceptance that happens when we find the right people; a panacea for our fears and anxieties if we can afford to live in a gated community, enjoy a vacation in a timeshare that offers a paradise of fun, or join a club that promises fellowship and the agreement and acceptance of those with similar values and lifestyle.
Community is a collision of egos, a furnace for welding steel-hard opinions, a crucible for melting the hard ores of self-interest into common goals. It offers the pain of not getting our own way, the promise of finding a third way together.

Myth 3 – “Community is the fulfillment of our individual goals, an extension of our egos, an expansion of our hopes of finding people just like ourselves, a confirmation of our cherished but partial view of reality.
In true community we do not choose our companions, we receive them as gift; we cannot sort, select, and assemble our kind of people, they come to us by grace. Likeness eliminates challenge; uniformity reduces growth; sameness frustrates creativity.

Myth 4 – Community is achieved by the pursuit or the creation of an extended family of loving people who provide the nurturance and support our family of origin failed to supply.
Community is not a supra-familial network that fulfills our dreams of familial perfection of solidarity or supportive parental permissiveness; it is a network of fallible individuals and flawed families seeking together to learn how to work through the various issues they carry with them.

What is vitally important for our community to remember right now is, “Every human wish dream that is injected into the Christian community is a hindrance to genuine community and must be banished if genuine community is to survive. He who loves his dream of a community more than the Christian community itself becomes a destroyer of the latter, even though his personal intentions may be ever so honest and earnest and sacrificial.” (Life Together, 27)

What I loved most about Sunday night was people sharing honestly and letting our tensions and confusions be spoken out loud. In some cases we strained relationships by disagreement. This is good. Actually, it’s beyond good it is a true sign of real community shinning forth. Park Palmer wrote, “We might define community as that place where the person you least want to live with always lives.”

It’s my opinion that modern day believers in the information age live in a world of ideas and concepts and symbols. This is both positive and negative. One of the negatives is that we are not always prepared for the hard knocks of reality when they impact our thought-world. This is especially true when we are talking about “community.” Our utopian, self-serving, individualized focus on our self-actualization works against the most basic ideas of biblical community. When we come into natural, unavoidable conflict our first “fight or flight” instincts are to either pound others into our view and/or move away to find our ideal somewhere else. When we do we blame the faults of others, never ourselves. And we have a country of church-shoppers.

But true community, as Palmer writes, is more akin to a contact sport. It is something that crushes us to free us. Community is something like marriage on a massive scale. It comes with all kinds of dreams and fantasies about romance, sex, good conversation, and shared hobbies. But this never lasts. What lasts is sheer commitment, learning how to fight fair, and the constant humiliation of asking for forgiveness, being forgiven, and seeking to put the other above yourself. Anything less than stubborn, tenacious, teeth-grinding determination to not let go doesn’t work.

This is why the “calling question” is so central right now. It frames and grounds the question of community in the right place. Any other question pushes us into making decisions based on a self-serving modern myth. If the vision of the church is biblical, if our callings can be nurtured and expressed in that vision, then we can know that we have to work together through all the hard and difficult times of being immature, sinful people seeking to love as Jesus loves. If there is a disconnect at the level of vision and calling, then people need to find a group of believers who they can share the “big picture” of vision and mission with. It is the big picture context that unites our little pictures and in which the slow grind of fitting lives together takes place.

But once these things are shown to us by the Lord, then we have to be “all in.” Sharing life with one another is no longer optional. Doing the hard work of tearing down walls, confronting hurts and insults, etc is essential. Community is not a place about “me.” It’s a place about “us in Christ.” This is because our God is about making a loving Kingdom that accurately reveals Him. A Trinitarian Godhead is, by definition, an intricate, loving unity – a complex oneness. This is what his Kingdom-In-Christ is about, and what we have to commit to. To do so we have to confront our myths and walk in the reality and truth of what is required of us; however painful, uncomfortable, and insulting ”other people” may be.

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Clarifying Community Development at OTC

James William McClendon tells a very convicting story in his Systematic Theology text, the first volume which is about ethics. It is the story of a conversation between Clarence Jordan, the founder of Koinonia Community in Americus, GA (where Jake Warren lived and worked) and his brother, Robert Jordan, who would become a state senator and eventually sat on the state’s Supreme Court. However, before all of his fame and success his brother Clarence asked him to be the community’s legal representative.

The community needed legal help because after they were excommunicated by the Southern Baptist Convention for “persisting in holding services where both white and colored attend together” there came a time of huge persecution: vandalism, cross-burnings, beatings, bombings, boycotts, and sniper shootings. They needed help and Clarence asked his brother to be that help.

“Clarence, I can’t do that. You know my political aspirations. Why, if I represented you, I might lose my job, my house, everything I’ve got.”
“We might lose everything too, Bob.”
“It’s different for you.”
“Why is it different? I remember; it seems to me, that you and I jointed the church the same Sunday as boys. I expect when we came forward the preacher asked me about the same question he did you. He asked me, ‘Do you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior?’ And I said, ‘Yes.’ What did you say?
“I follow Jesus, Clarence, up to a point.”
“Could that point by any chance be – the cross?”
“That’s right. I follow him to the cross, but not on the cross. I’m not getting myself crucified.”
“Then I don’t believe you’re a disciple. You’re an admirer of Jesus, but not a disciple of his. I think you ought to go back to the church you belong to, and tell them you’re an admirer not a disciple.”
“Well now, if everyone who felt like I do did that, we wouldn’t have a church, would we?”
“The question,” Clarence said, “is do you have a church?”

(excerpted from Dissident Discipleship by Augsburger)

I find this conversation very convicting and enlightening to my soul. It is a question (Do you have a church?) that I ask myself all the time, and one that I hope will explain my position on the place and importance of community development in the vision of the church.

It was clear on Sunday night that we have tensions and concerns about the place and importance of community development. Some are more focused on its essential essence to the church, others not so much. Here is how I think about it.

The gospel is holistic in that it makes claims and demands on a person’s (and the Church’s) whole life. It is not only individual (a personal gospel) but it effects all of life (has social impacts) and requires believers to take the whole teachings that Jesus taught out into the world to reveal his glory to the “world” (especially to the people and places he plants his church). In this understanding the category “community development” is not an optional choice within the life of the church but the very situation and circumstances in which that life is lived out and defined.

The danger of defining it as an optional part is that it lets people think they don’t have to “do it.” It opens the door to the false idea that they can select something else from the disciple’s menu more to their liking.

On the other hand, there is a danger that disciples can fool themselves into thinking that the social dimensions of the gospel are what matter most. This false dichotomy cuts the work off from the full life of the church that Jesus taught. Instead of relationships, sharing and living the gospel together, baptism, faith, discipleship, etc. we get programs and tasks.

The category of activities we call “community development” is not the gospel. However, you cannot have a biblical version of “the gospel” without the focus, activities, fear & faith that “community development” draws the church into. This is especially true of the full-orbed “asset-based community development” taught by the CCDA and to which we adhere.

I fully agree with Bill Field’s summary on Sunday night about the calling, purpose, and function of the church as being greater than the category “community development.” However, I also see it as more than just a description of activity, but is a lens and focal point to keep the church from a selfish, self-absorbed, me-directed, false gospel. While not a biblical word “community development” is a biblical concept and central to a life of faith as described everywhere in scripture.

I think that discipleship or “equipping” is a more biblical word and description. However, in our individualized, me-first thinking the Bible’s idea of equipping is totally mutilated without the focus that community development gives to the church’s purpose and mission. At the same time, there are so many places to express his life and love within a church on mission (international missions, teaching children, helping with finances, developing leaders, etc).

Does this make sense?

So what does this mean to the individual at OTC? It means that the Lord has graciously given us a way to obedience. It is an obedience that doesn’t take us to the cross, but onto the cross. None of us volunteers for the cross – this is why Jesus is essential. Yet, even when we say “yes” to focusing our lives and following Jesus (using the category of community development as a touch-stone); we still fail, get fearful, confront sin, find victory, etc. In other words, we mature. And maturing is not an option for a disciple, it is the definition of discipleship.

At the same time, no one at OTC will “volunteer you” for community development.  I will never compell anyone to an obedience that is only an act of love when it is freely given to God in response to him.  While no one will be volunteerd, I will not stop talking about it or holding up the importance of taking Christ’s love into the world. 

In a culture of privilege, privatized faith; dueling demands and huge competition for our time, attention, and energy; we desperately need community development as guide and helper to stay on the narrow path Jesus calls us to. It will offend and terrify us. That is part of the point. It will also bring freedom, joy, faith, and glory to God because he is the only one than can truly bring it about.

It is in this context that all that the Bible calls us to has significance – marriage, parenting, loving, growing, preaching, repenting, confession, baptizing, communion, prayer, worship, Sunday service, calling, Bible study, right doctrine, confronting false teaching, sharing the gospel, being a church of the nations, freedom from sin, church discipline, forgiveness, hospitality, generosity, risk taking…

In the context of going into the world as Jesus commanded to do the things that he commanded we grow into following the Jesus of scripture vs. the Jesus of America. Let me end with a quote by Augsberger:

“One can be familiar with the Jesus story, be an admirer of Jesus as a uniquely self-aware yet selfless person, know a great deal about the historical Jesus, be taught helpful perspectives on who Jesus is from the practice of a religious faith, and love Jesus in an experience of personal piety, yet fail to enter the encounter of discipleship in which one recognizes Jesus not as the popular; the mythical, the devotional, or the civilly religionist, but as the one who said “come and die.” Only when one encounters Jesus as Jesus will one feel the rush of surprise. “You’re not Jesus Christ. You’re JESUS THE CHRIST!”

(Dissident Discipleship, p.24-25)

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Short, Rambling Teaching on the Holy Spirit

First and foremost the Holy Spirit is one of the three persons making up the One God.  He was present at Creation (Gen 1:2), at Cross (Heb 9:14), at Witness (Rev 22:17), and is essential in our perseverance in life (2 Tim 1:14).  1 Corinthians 3:16, 2 Corinthians 6:16, and Ephesians 2:21 (among other scriptures) clearly tells us that we are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in his people.  This indwelling is what marks us as his unique people (Ephesians 1:13-14, also Acts 2/Joel 2:28-32, Acts 10, 2 Co 1:22, 5:5, 1 Thessalonians 1:5).  He is our confidence is sharing God’s story with others (Luke 12:12), our source in prayer (Rom 8:26, Eph 6:26, Jude 20), our teacher (Luke 12:12), the prophetic voice of the church (Acts 20:23), and the giver of gifts for ministry (1 Co 12:11).

For those who have not been taught about the ministry of the Holy Spirit it is often new to hear that Christians are encouraged to keep on being filled and renewed by the Holy Spirit (Eph 5:18) and that we are called to pray for spiritual gifts in order to minister his love and grace to others in power (1 Co 12:31, 14:1, 12).  It is vital to know that the gifts of grace given by the Holy Spirit are used in an orderly manner (1 Co 14:26-33) for the building up of the entire church (1 Co 14:12). 

They are not a “badge” to exalt one person over another.  They are not possessions to be coveted or horded.  The one who graciously bestows these gifts of grace is the person of the Holy Spirit. (1 Co 12:11) Scripture teaches us to eagerly desire and ask for spiritual gifts. (1 Co 12:31, 14:1) But we ask knowing that the Lord has the freedom to say “yes”, “no”, or “wait”.  Often the waiting is a matter of character and maturity in us.   That is, the need for more mature, humble, loving character. 

While the giver of the gifts is God himself and he gives them for building up and commands that they be used in an orderly manner, we also have to be aware that one of the hardest aspects of the ministry of the Holy Spirit in a congregation is that we relinquish a great deal of our preferences in his Presence.  Let’s use this last Sunday as example.  We had an order of service, a testimony, specific songs, a great sermon <grin>, table talk, etc.  As it turned out it was the Lord’s good pleasure to change it all.  We stopped to minister as we perceived his leading.  It was still done out of and for love.  It was orderly.  But we must be clear, we weren’t in charge.  He was and is. 

For a more thorough and orderly teaching on the Holy Spirit, please go to Wayne Grudem’s Systematic Theology.  Dr. Grudem use to teach at Trinity Evangelical Divinity School and wrote the systematic theology text that we use as a congregation and a Free church.  If you are the type of learner who doesn’t like (or learn best by) reading, you may want to check out Wayne Grudem’s teaching on MP3 here:

http://www.monergism.com/directory/link_category/MP3-Audio–Multimedia/All-Speakers-Lectures-and-Sermons/Wayne-Grudem/Scottsdale-Bible-Church–System/

The specific teaching on the Baptism of the Holy Spirit can be found here.  Be sure to look for “Wayne Grudem” as there are several teachings listed on the link. 

http://www.monergism.com/directory/link_category/Baptism/Baptism-of-the-Holy-Spirit/

I want to thank Ray Dillon for giving me the links to Grudem’s teaching. 

 If the person, work, and ministry of the Holy Spirit is something new to you that you would like to learn more about, please let me know.  It is one of the teaching blocks in our 2oolbox, and we can offer it if there is a need/desire.

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Reconciling All Things

My good friend, Jim Wehner, gave me the book, Reconciling All Things – A Christian Vision for Justice, Peace, and Healing by Emmanuel Katongole and Chris Rice, for my birthday.  This is an amazing book that I think every Christian should read.  There is so much wisdom here.   Wisdom about a calling and practice that is so absolutely counter-intuitive that without it we are virtually guaranteed to make decisions that seem right to our nature but are actually counter-productive to God’s work. 

In the life of our community we are in the midst of one of these confrontations.  In writing about the kind of leadership that embodies reconciliation Katongole and Rice write about Church of the Savior in Washington D.C. :

“When I (Chris) visited their ministries, we walked within a matter of minutes among people of every hue adn social class, from the Potter’s House (coffee shop and bookstore), to Joseph’s House (hospice for those dying of AIDS), to Andrew’s House for visiting guests, to Christ House (residential medical care for homeless men and women), to the Festival Center (discipleship training center).  There Gordon Crosby sat quietly waiting for everybody to show up for noon prayer.  In the midst of all the ministry, all the carre, all the swirl of activity, the inward journey remains central as the outward.“  (pg. 132 italics added)

This is one of the balancing/tension points in CCD (Christian Community Development) :  the inward-outward focus.  We saw the requirement for both in our solemn assembly Sunday night.  Josh’s poem about the “burning fire” consuming lives and communities in Chamblee-Doraville and the “water” that flows in and through us was balanced/in tension with the healing, confessing, fear, insecurity and brokenness that came bursting forth from all of us. 

What is important is that we have both without loosing either.  But here is an important point of “order.”  We don’t do the inner work to get ready and prepared to the outer.  It is only in doing the outer work of being engaged and involved personally/bodily that the inner work has any real context.  Otherwise the inner work is prone to a narcissistic, therapeutic emotionalism.  Yet, without the inner work of growth, confession, and healing the outer work becomes mere social work or a codependent, twisted form of martydom/works righteousness. 

As I reflect on Katongole and Rice’s work (which I haven’t finished yet because I keep getting overwhelmed and having to close the book every page or so to pray) I see the necessity of  both in CCD because at the heart of CCD is incarnation leading to confrontation and transformation.  A confrontation that costs us deeply as it did our Lord.  

“Leaders who grow to belong to the gap [in our case the familes and communities in our "2 miles"] are those who journey far enough to feel its deep pain, to lament it, to learn its story deeply.  Always bringing the pain of their context back to God, their response grows deeper over the years, drawning others with them into a distinct way of life.  The leader has not come to the place of brokenness for a brief detour but to “offer [their] bodies as living sacrifices” (Rom 12:1).  In belonging to the gap, everyday leaders take on the deep pain and brokenness there.  Their very bodies and journeys become sites of the old and new in contention.”   (pg.132-133)

Let’s keep both the inner work of healing and unity as we are fully engaged in the outer work of CCD.  Working together overcomes a false distinction because as both work together they bring about the other.  The outer work transforms us in lament and hope.  The inner work heals and renews and fills us with joy and purpose to express love (the outer work).  Ultimately it’s not the task of a particular ministry at a point in time, but the Lord’s loving, confronting Presence through our actual bodies and lives that is the most important work. 

The million dollar question is:  are we engaged in the lives of the people in our “2″ closely enough to have THEM wipe away our tears as we tremble, rage, and are broken by (and ultimately resurrected from) the struggles, injustices, and indignities of living?

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Act now and you too can enjoy amazing success!!!!

I love the amazing, unexpected, brilliantly loving and bizarre way in which the Lord directs our lives! We were at Pearl Lane after the hail storm yesterday when, under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit in a fit of divine energy, Heather uttered in an otherworldly language a prophetic call that spoke directly into the life of another soul. She said – grab your journal because you’ll want to write this down as it is one of the keys to amazing spiritual vitality and Kingdom renewal. It will revolutionize your life and set you on paths of discovery and grace that will literally re-write your understanding of reality — She said, “Would like to come over for some soup?”

I know! Wow!! Who’d have ever thought to do something so audacious, so counter-cultural and risk taking as to ask someone over for soup!? Here is where it gets good. They said, “Sure.”

I know! Two separate lives suddenly linked across an incredible chasm of time, schedule, and circumstance. But it doesn’t end there. They actually come over! We actually had soup together!!

In this midst of this mind-boggling event deep and profound things began to happen. We start talking, and this other person really did need a friend to listen to her. Our boys offered unexpected blessings by greeting her with warmth and affection, taking her around the house, and foisting Valentine’s gifts on her. We start talking. Not about the weather but about hurts and pains and confusion. Deep wounds that were thought to be healed, but had only been partially healed.

I sat – no joking here – spell-bound by hearing the story of a life that in a million years I never would have imagined this person – who I knew somewhat – had actually lived. I’d had never met a recovering alcoholic, call-girl, mistress, pilot before. It took me straight to the feet of God’s grace and magnified his love and mercy in my mind to an unimaginable degree.

We were able to pray together. When she left there was a tangible presence of the Lord and his peace in our house. All because of those few, amazing, God-inspired words: Would you like to come over for soup?

I know that many of you won’t believe me, but it works. All you have to do is make some soup with a little extra for guests. Utter the secret code words (which I think are a translation from some Templar rite embedded in the mathematical code of the Old Testament) and sit back and watch what happens.

All kidding aside, it was an amazing evening that came about because we had a little extra soup and Heather had the desire to be generous and hospitable. Give it a shot. It really will re-define your reality.

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